oh october

So I just want to say that I officially hate the month of October. I hate it. After a year and 6 months of being with McKay, it has been the first time we have gone more then 10 hours without seeing each other it has now been 24 hours and feel like I haven't seen him for a month.  It is hunting season and he has been gone every weekend this month to go and it pretty much sucks. When he leaves, I go stay with my mom and dad. I can't stand being alone at night in our condo...my imagination runs wild and I get myself so worked up. When he left the first night, I turned all the lights on, locked the door, turned both of our T.V's on and duck taped our curtains to the wall to make sure there was no possible way some one could see me inside and want to kill me! Then I made a bed on the couch, sat there for about 30 seconds and said, "forget it! This is crazy! I choose life!  I"m outta here!"  So I pack a little bag each time and go to my mom and dads. It's actually kinda nice to hang out with them.  I hang out in sweats and watch t.v with my momma. But this is the last weekend. 2 more days. I think I can do it. But it makes is so worth it when he comes home :)