Thursday, June 7, 2012
Question Mark
We still don't know where were going for school. I really wish that I had exciting news to share but I don't. I seriously hate not knowing what the crap is going on with our life, and I'm sure mac feel worse then I do, but part of me just wants to step back and just let Mckay figure it out. It's hard though, because I really just WANT TO MOVE AWAY! I really really really want to move to Idaho, but as it turns out, it doesn't look like that's going to happen. There really aren't very many Nursing programs there which is a little strange to me. The one that was looking promising, has a waiting list is just too long. So Idaho is pretty much out.
He really hasn't heard anything back from Colorado, or Arizona, so I just feel really disappointed. He still could go to the one in draper, but I don't know. I just feel like if its the place were supposed to go we'll have like this great sense of satisfaction and I dunno, just a good feeling I guess, but I just didn't in Draper. Maybe I'm crazy and that doesn't happen. Maybe I'm just really being too impatient.
Whatevs.
Mckay will figure it out. I will be supportive of wherever he wants to go, and know he'll make the right choice. Its just hard not knowing whats going to happen, but I think if I really had the choice to know or not. I probably would choose not to.
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One of the best pieces of advice I got from someone regarding school decisions is that even though it's HIS career and HIM going to class everyday, I need to be just as involved in the decision making process as he is because MY life is effected by his decision just as much as his is. I had the same attitude that you were just describing--just let him figure it out. But as soon as someone gave me that advice, it totally clicked that it was important for me to be apart of the process. (Even though I kind of came to Texas kicking and screaming, we had both weighed the pros and cons and knew this was where we were supposed to go--if I hadn't been involved in the process I would have REALLY struggled with coming here). Just a thought. :) Good luck! You'll figure it out.
ReplyDeletei'm so sorry this has been so stressful :( the thing is though, if you don't feel good about some schools then it's not right. HF knows what he is doing. and yes the hardest thing is patience!!! just keep praying about it :) maybe you guys are meant to come to texas!!! waahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo i love you!
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